Destiny's Child

आगे क्या होने वाला है इसपर किसि का कंट्रोल तो है नही
तो ऐसे में वही करती हूं जो मेरा दिल कहता है
कल को मैं किसि को ब्लेम नहीं करना चाहती कि जी तुम्हारी वजह से मेरी लाईफ़ खराब हो गई
मेरी लाईफ़ जो भी होगी मुझे पता होगा मेरी वजह से ऐसी है
तो आई विल बी हैप्पी

Some fundas can never be "zyada" and Jab We Met is testament to that. What else can define a seemingly destined bad luck making me think about this line for my writing.

A good old tuesday hit the break with Canadian Visa denial for my brother and sister-in-law and enough tension ensued. Money matters for an average middle class home and my brother has dreams for his wife. I know that more than money, he will never let my sister-in-law down. It's just that his never-say-never attitude is the least peaceful and he has no filter between his thoughts and words.

Fears are quite natural to flow in a negative environment and I could not save myself from being a recipient. Add to that my ongoing man periods which did the best to accentuate the not so secret power of negativity with pessimistic varied thoughts for future.

Happy to say, however, that I have always considered myself as Destiny's Child. I have lived with pride in using the power of my destiny for my benefits and it did make me much lazy. For if I really wish, I wish with all my heart and that wish has always come true. It's just that even though I genuinely believe that my wish count is infinitive, I have always exercised them with utmost responsibility.

Happiness, Career, Money, Travel, Relationship, Marriage, Family.. They will all happen. I will never stop believing.

“And, when you want something, all the universe conspires in helping you to achieve it.”